September 25, 2010
Waiting For Them To Chew To The Bone

constant

             distraction

        after

             distraction

 

over and over and over and

 

                                fuck.

 

I can lean against the paintings

bottle in

hand

          let my face lean in

and

          slide

down

down

 

the very walls i stare through

the very walls i want to

tear

rip

eat

 

my fingernails bend backwards and crack with

smooth easiness

i dig in and

pull, baby

pull the shit out

and

stuff it in the mouth

like a perfect nipple

like a dripping skinned peach

 

chew on the drywall

let the tongue try

              to work

    the chalky bits out of my

                   bleeding gums

 

wash it down with the bourbon.

slow nosebleeds ooze

     it’s not even fucking

                   noon

                   yet

 

someone, something

is waiting for me

to pass

like a glimpse

     of a beautiful woman

     walking past your room

     in the hallway

 

 

killing all of it

killing all of me

 

Matt Sven Calvert

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